Well seems my paranoia was not as far fetched as i thaught...fucking pre-cognition hate being right sometimes about things.
anyway my girl friend has been in a depressive state and she thinks its because she hasny been single in so long so she cant have fun and go do things ect ect Basicly got the " maybe we should spend time away from eachother" sorta talk..
she said it would be tempoary and i trust her
but i hope she know this is putting me into a reacuring nightmare i have had in the past with my other Gfs and im putting my heart and love on the line and in her hands with the promise she made me. i trust her but doubt and fear always seep into the tiny cracks so this is going to be a hard time for me.
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